the books

darkness fills the sky as the sun blacks out. all the trees burn as Gods biggest creation crumbles down. then the worlds greatest storm comes, waves as tall as the clouds. a canyon that separates me from myself to vision all of this. the loss of famine cramps up my stomach and turns to knots. a vicious plague flowing with the winds eating everything it can. starvation and hunger in the process of devouring all determination to make things whole. children laughing and playing with ghosts. something so colorful and so beautiful can leave me speechless. as rain falls from my eyes, these rivers where watered back to life. in the beginning God created the heaven and the earth...

a little bit of heaven

this reminds me of the time when fire was sand, everything was broken and fire came from my hand. do you feel the magic just beneath my touch? glass as cold as ice, in a season so warm. if i had the chance to make this right id change the fear you left inside. because ive seen the visions in which you have showed. tides that have swallowed both of us whole. sensibility with moving forward as struggling turns to a disease. i shatter beneath the heavens with a halo. markings on my body indicate a failure. but not another chance has ever failed me, because i know deep down inside. "theres a world far more greater than this world. perhaps these planets will all adjoin when we die to create a heaven. but when i think of heaven, i think of pretty white horses, a beautiful ray of sunlight. angels flying like doves on a sunny day. where miracles only come with a smile. the excitement in knowing that you can jump and you'll never fall. lets me know that anytime i stand on flat ground im never far off from the edge of the earth." just as i awoke ive noticed what ive been missing out on. i see angels all around me. some a blessing in disguise. i notice them in my shadows, i see them in the skies. i have visions of them in my dreams, oh God what a blessing this is. the most noticeable angel fell into my arms. shes heavens body and she sparkles the sunrise. remember this as i remember you too: if everything was a lie, let this be the truth. theres a little bit of heaven in every ones shoes.